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7/1/2009

I might be able to work from next week.

in fact i didnt express how happy i was on my face coz i actually didnt felt any pleasure then but become nervous.......

its still confusing me that whether i should do it or not; no matter for grad schools or for this career.

everything's so abstract that makes me hard to get.....

whenever the managers ask me what my future plan is im just hard to tell them the truth.

coz im afraid of losing any opportunities of getting jobs.

however when i really got the luck i dunno why i hesitate for a while to consider so many boring things not to worry about now?

maybe im still lack of living with tougher situations but always too much worry about these times coming and will knock me down.

its just like what they say,"all u think about and speak out are always more complicated than what you really act."

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